☾ ♥ officially 20 ♥ ☺

Hi everyone! Yesterday was my 20th birthday! Some heart-warming celebrating went down last night, and I couldn't be happier. I guess right now I am writing those morning after post. Self-reflection? Confessions? hmmm, well, I do know that I've been a good girl this year...a lot has changed, but does bad girls have more fun? Now that's a superficial question of the day for y'all!

So, I've been having a good time here in Kingston, Canada! the city is beautiful and antique-y, the kids here (in Queens University) are so preppy it's ridiculous. Everyone has a pair of Hunter boots, Lulu Lemon pants, it's like a religion here or something. But nothing against them though, I actually enjoyed the sight. I'm just happy that I could still fit in with the rest of those kids since I've gotten too much of an art school attitude on. (and that's not good. I hate it.)

As I take in the old english styled academic environment that surrounds me, I cannot help but confess that I am sort of inspired! The uniforms (even though they don't wear any), the groupies, the home-comings, and the pride! Woot! So much energy! ah! please! So, here's a little mood board I made! 

Also, I watched Dr.Seuss in 3-D, the day before my birthday with my beau!! and it was s.u.p.e.r emotional for me. I cant believe I cried, the movie itself was ... okay, but Im just so happy to see what happened after the Lorax left! It's like I've been waiting for twelve years and....here I am, in my last night of being an "teen"ager, the answer to "UNLESS" is unlocked. I can't even continue without being emotional again! GAH@IM JUST SO HAPPY! 

I guess that's about how much I can type for now(liking the Albert Einstein poster behind me? yea, thats right, our hair matches!) OH! and lastly, I'm happy that I've been able to keep up with this blog, one of my wishes for this year was to be able to motivate myself to blog. Even if there isn't a lot of readers, blogging for the sake of mental health? haha, too much, too much.

I'm really thankful and greatful for everything, Thank you mommy thank you daddy, and thank you Rosie and thank you Joey. you guys are my four elements of life...I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH ♥♥♥

p.s. ♥Happy birthday to Sada Fann from the blog "W.C.I.L.S"! we have the same birthday! yay and the girls from the blog are so inspiring and has such great style that I have been looking up to ever since high school! 

N.Y.C & Broadway :)

Getting my stomach filled with morning loveliness....

The guy who invented Nutella is a genius.  Thank you! (whisper)

I will be in New York this weekend, doing some site research for an outdoor festival project, which I am super excited about because I also get to curate my own lists of movies to be in the festival!

I will be working, watching the off-broadway show, "Blue Man", and pig-out at Flushing...

Hope everyone have a great friday night and weekend!

:)

The Big Lesson

Embarrassed, I sat alone at the edge of my bed and chuckled.
With tears as my company, I hide underneath my palms, and cry restlessly.

Alright, I admit it.
I am extremely forgetful, and really, I do deserved some sort of punishment for allowing myself to get away with it most of the time.
There should had been more cautiousness and carefulness flowing through me. But there wasn't.
so then, this act of forgetfulness, was finally penalized tonight.

As I realized, when getting off of the car, that my precious life-filled soul-filled "sketchbook" is absent from my hands, I froze.
Then on the way back to the restaurant where I had dinner, I was brazened that it would most likely be there.

And this, was the climax.
The part where I walked into the restaurant with such confidence, yet when the waitresses announce that there was no sketchbook.

My foolishness finally served me. Right.


I was to be sentence to live with this.
This silly mistake of not taking care of my belongings, and losing something both sentimental and valuable.

So I promise, in the coming future, this big lesson today, will act as a talisman and I shall always and forever to be cautious, and never forgetful.

(I promise.)
　
　

So I was on the phone with Ma...

Friday Night,
Mama said she wanted to open up a store.
She wanted to sell healthy beverages, and that only.
But I really think she should sell her vintage clothes instead,
for there wont be anymore space for them once she move (and it would be such a shame if she were to throw them out!), and the clothe were amazing, and still is!
Plus, one can still sell healthy beverages at the same time if they feel the need to do so.

The styles which came across my mind is something along the line of:
"Retro", "Chic", and high fashion "Modern".

Honestly, I am a big sucker for vintage clothing.
A good vintage store would be a Treasure Island for the stylish cools, and a temporary gateway from the usual boring repetitious world.

So hands down, I am in full support of this. Open the store already!

To Mama, everything still exists as an unknown uncertainty.
But sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do, and things that you are passionate for.
And after that, just go for it.

Life ain't predictable,
One will always have the power of now,
because only with it,
can our future be somewhat controlled.
　
　
So I got off the phone with Mama, realized it's 12 am and in less than 6 hours, I shall be up again.
Saturday would be here.
And I would be working.....